Hey everyone!

its been awhile since i've been on here..

Myspace is just splended!

Well how was all ya'lls xmas.. mine was pretty okay

got couple outfits from american eagle and hollister..

got some shoes.. from a.e.

and a computer so i guess thats pretty kewl..

oh and alot of gift cards...

well ima go sorrry so short..

Jordan

♥

High school

Hey everyone that reads this...

well this has beeen a crazy couple of months lol... softball ends in 2 dayz.. kinda excited kinda sad... it taught me alot.... met alot of people.. and saw other sides of some people some good and some bad... everyone says people cahnge once school starts and i didn't quite beleive them but its so true.. its hard kuz i still wanna be that goofy eigth grader taht goes around giving people dead legs... but like its hard. i mean im not saying im not a dork kuz i deff. am but not like i used to be... and alot of people that were alwayz in the drama aren't they finally learned there lesson... and some people that wasn't in the drama is.. and theres still some people that haven't learned ther lesson and is still living for the drama...

andn boys... i thought it would be fun to meet all new guys... i mean hott upper classmen.. but actually there really aren't any at all... and even if there were none of them would like me... still the same old alwayz single alwayz will be jordan. but right now i dont care.. kuz im too worried about acedemics. sports. and how im gonna wake up the next day..

i so cant wait to get a break. seriously. its so sad.. i can barely go to any of the football games...

zero- 8th grade games (sorry dylan)

zero- freshman games

zero- jv games

and a half of a varsity and that was on HOMECOMING i didn't even see the whole game.. im so busy i have no time to... well i g2g... no one is on xanga any more anywayz.. its sad.. xanga is as alone as i feel sometimes... its like theree are so much other sites with new people that the old original stuff doesn't matter anymore. jst like old friends get new ones.. and ur replaced in one party!

Jordan

I don't want to be the girl who looks so pretty at homecoming,
but when that slow song comes on, she has to sit down because,
she has no one to share that dance with.

  ok so my life is so flippin crazy.. 24/7!!!! NO TIME for xanga its quite sad! i mean i love this place its like my 2nd home! lol well softball is goin ok same with volleyball.... not the best but not bad or anything... :o

the dance- NO DATE... and for the record I DONT LIKE ANYONE! i did but now i dont.. it was good when it lasted but its over so ya loll.. i move on fast i guess.. kinda lol.. i guess it depends who..

u kno wat guys SUCK i mean there rude! 2 faced! they get u all happy then push u down on ur freakin behind! lol all of them! and girls im sure u kno wat i mean.. they dont! kinda stinks but oh well.. they just dont understand how all the little things really mean somethin to us.. lol yup so gay lol.. im tired of being single! i mean i dont really like anyone but i wish that i had some one that actually likes me i mean like for real! NOT FOR FAKE lol! well i g2g to bed i have 5 30 AM practice lol.. ta ta

toodles

JOrdan

And I blame this on me, not you. I should have known, that the only person
I can trust in this world, is me. And I should never give my heart away, to a
person that I can't trust to protect it.
--Nikki

Sometimes, it's better not to have seen it, heard it or felt it,
because then you would never have to know what it's like
to have it, and then lose it.

ya so SKREW TAHT LAST ENTRY...

i told u dont be surprised if i didn't like him anymore.. i mean its not that i dont like him.. its just i cant! haha its hard to explain.. i dont care anymore.. im kinda not wanting to go to homecomming anymore... like everyone has dates... and there would be no one to dance with kuz if i did have a date i wouldn't want some girl stealing him u kno wat i meann... so i dunno.. oh well... i was kinda depressed this weekend.. but i'll get over it.. haha ima have to! well i have been very busy with school. and sports and everything n between.. so im sorry if im not commenting people bak.. no time.. but still leave me comments i </3 dim mucho...

lol well hasto luego!

Jordan

toodles of smoochez

she's banged up.
mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically.
but every day she walks outside
with a smile on her face.
because that's who she is,
the girl who never stopped smiling.

The more her heart breaks the louder her music plays





 

I MADE MY LAYOUT YAY

So its 2 weeks until homecoming... still no date.. but im not gonna worry about it anymore kuz i've already got plans with a friend haha.. i kinda like some one.. i knew crazy huh? but im still not sure! haha i mean i do but then again im like hmmm? haha its crazy stuff... but im so excited for homecoming... ima dance til my feet hurt and prolly a little after that.. haha! but i rly dont want this boy to like get my head all messed up.. thats kinda why i didn't want a bf but oh well lol... ahh! haha u never know i might decide i dont like him at all.. lol well ima get off of here lots of stuff i g2g... so leave me some sexifide comments u hoes! lol

Jordan

TOODLES OF SMOOCHEZ

(dont steal bitchez thats my new freakin thing and it makes me mad when people say my stuff... i kno its cute... thats nice its MINE)

Maybe I'm scared to say I'm falling for him.
Because I don't know what will happen, if I do.

We flirt all the time.
It's one of those relationships,
where we flirt non-stop.
Everyone knows that I like him,
except for him. Whenever,
somebody shouts,
"Oh look, they like each other!"
I get that little smile on my face,
and say, "No, we're just friends."
But sometimes, I don't always
tell the truth.

Dance with such passion, when you're world is falling apart.
Show everyone else, the emotions, they can never understand

I don't know if I like you, or if I love you.
I can't tell if I need you, or if I want you.
All I know, is that when I'm next to you,
the feeling is unexplainable